|Dear Jessica Lynn Parker
||[Mar. 3rd, 2005|08:59 pm]
|||||DMB OF COURSE! its only appropriate if im writing to jesi!||]|
I thought I would just comment back to your post on you lj but then i decided i would just deticate an entry to you.
You are one of my bestfriends in the entire world and i have no idea where i would be without you. You have helped me so much this year and listened to everything i had to say, mostly whining and complaining but never the less you were there to listen. I dont think you realize how much you help me everyday if I ever feel alone I always know where to look. Its gonna be really hard without you next year but I know we will stay in touch. Its really comforting to know that you are there to look out for me JP, i really appreciate it. I dont want you to hurt becasue Of my hurting but I know that you do, and although i feel bad for making it that way it also feels good to have somone who loves me so much. You have taught me so many things over the past few years, advice that i will take with me as i grow up. I have made alot of mistakes in my life, this year seems to be standing out the most right about now, but after all my mistakes and after not following your advice and only hurting myself in the end you are still there to give me more. I could go on for hours but bascially what im trying to get across is that I love you with all my heart, I wish there was some way to show you how much you mean to me and how much affect you have had on my life. you are my role-model and one of the most caring people I have ever had the pleasure of being friends with. Livestrong and just keep swimming...."Although our lives may take us far look to the sky and let each bright star remind us just how lucky we are to be FOREVER FRIENDS" Jillian and Jesi.
I LOVE YOU!
These are the days worth living
these are the years worth giving
these are the moments these are the times
lets make the best out of our lives